Woes

Please, don't take me for granted. I don't want to think that we're just two people who hang out.

The Ugly Truth

I watched the movie. It was pretty funny but it lacked something. Anyways, it was our last date before exams and we most likely won't be doing anything till after.

Throughout the movie, I learned a bit more about Sasha and it wasn't quite so "ugly". Haha, pun. He admitted that he was glad that we waited a bit before getting serious. We both wanted to make sure we liked each other enough. I also learned that he may have had a one-night stand. May as in he doesn't remember so it doesn't really count. I honestly don't mind because he's no man-whore and he's all mine!! And I love his honesty, even though it may hurt through it all there's truth in his actions.

Like Magic

Today, I wrote my Math exam. And it was kind of rape, I suppose. BUT !! the best part is when Sasha walked out of the doors only one minute after me !! Just like that, just like magic !! And we spent the next two hours together, it was really nice after not seeing him for a whole week. I really do miss him just being next to me always holding some part: a hand, a shoulder, the entire me. I love him but today going into the evening I'm not sure about that feeling... mainly because I feel dependent on him.

Funnies

Before we dated,

Sasha: "So dude, do you think she likes me?

Adam: "Dude, if you don't know that then you fail at everything."

Sasha: "That obvious, huh?"

Talking about how we're meeting my mother,

Sasha pretending to be my mom: "Why do you date Asians?"

Sasha: "I dunno. Cause I'm colorblind?"

*He is colorblind*

Over the phone,

Me: "I don't know. I feel like if I see you I might jump you."

Sasha: "You do know that 'jumping' someone is attacking violently without them knowing, right?"

Me: "Well, instead of 'violently' replace it with 'sexually'"

Sasha: "Hey, wanna hang out tonight?"

Laziness Prevails!

I am procrastinating, an art that is practiced by many. I wish I didn't have all this work to do.

I'm surprised that Ronica is getting married. I read some posts on FB and felt the certainty of her love. I feel kind of jealous but I know better it's not my time to be married. It makes me wonder if I really do date the same type of guys and I hope that I'll find the "one". 

I'm in love with Sasha. All I want to do is be with him and just let him hold me tight. 

Hooray for V-Day!

For Valentine's Day, Sasha invited me over to have dinner with him. It was kind of funny that his dad, in particular, was stalling for time by watching the National Geographic. Sasha's mom looked really cute because she wore a little bit of make up, when she usually doesn't, and it made her eyes look really blue. 

For dinner, Sasha made a simple alfredo tortellini with some vegetables with candles and dim lighting. I kind of got buzzed with the drinks he made so I was so impressed by the romantic tone. The kicker was the chocolate-dipped strawberries that we fed to each other with whip cream. I was so full I stated that I felt like a beached whale. Sasha looked at me strangely so I said that I was full of yummy goodness :P We cuddled on the couch while watching a movie.

When his parents came home, we moved to the basement and cuddled even more on the couch while watching an old Bond movie. It got late and I was getting tired so he drove me home and gave me my Valentine's gift, which consisted of it being a box of chocolates and a tiny stuffed elephant holding a rose :D 

Overall, this is the best V-day. Unfortunately I don't remember last years... nor do I want to remember the year before that. I am blown away by the effort he put into it and it made me happy to experience some romance that I missed out on in my last relationship.

No Cheesy Title Here

In the past few weeks, I:

• quit Laser Quest :(
• attended their Christmas Party and had a total blast :D
• started at my new job at Rexall but as a Pharmacy Technician :)
• wrote my PCAT >:'(
• applied to the University of Saskatchewan to increase my chances of getting into Pharmacy :S
• slept in on my morning lab and had to do a make up lab >:(
• Sasha and I had our first month passed :P

I really appreciate having Sasha in my life right now. He's such an open guy that it makes me feel really comfortable to be around him and his friends are fun to hang out with too. I like him a lot but when it comes to saying "I love you" I waited longer to say it and I say it with a frequencies that's less than in past relationships. I don't want to overuse its meaning nor do I want to jinx this relationship by saying it. I also feel a little uncomfortable saying sometimes.