Monday, December 15, 2008

Pressure

The past couple of days have been a real doozy. So many family members together all under one roof. It's pretty difficult to study, you know?

And what pisses me off is that Linda is such a bitch right now. I hate her. She puts sooo much emphasis on studying yet I have to attend to two services. I know it's for Grandpa but I hate how she says one thing and says another. Maybe if she had mention that they are doing a family photo that would be different but all she said was, "You should go to the Vietnamese service." 

"I don't get why you're working when you have exams!" - Well I don't even work that much and I booked enough time to study. IT'S NOT LIKE I PLANNED THAT GRANDPA WOULD DIE DURING MY EXAMS.

"If I found out you're working during exams next semester I'm calling your work and saying that you can't" - Well that's not your decision, is it? 

And she puts so much pressure on me studying. Got to Pharmacy. Go to Engineering. All my courses are so messed up that I probably can't specialize into anything for another 3 years. I was thinking of going to Chemistry or Biochem and then applying. It pissed  off me when she said, " You better get into Pharmacy and don't say that you couldn't get in because you didn't studied enough." Well I hope that you go to hell. You should have just left me alone to begin with instead of stressing me out. Why did you think I broke down four times during my midterms because of you ok ? 

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